I write this post in emotional feeling, so emotional until I can't breath smoothly. Recently, I'm so confused with my own feeling. I often think too much when I wanna type something.
Imagine a case, what if the people you love is the people you hate. You have been with him or her for long time in relationship tie. But for several months toward, you feel there must be something wrong with it. You start to think about yourself, about your own sentimental heart as human being. Your lover is not give his or her respect anymore. What if you do if you're in that position? Even people around you telling you to avoid him or her with your happiness reason. In the other hand, you have your lover to fill your day, he or she always beside you, share many stories, planning about your future together, laugh in trivial thing, do some money projects. That's so wonderful moment you have shared and to remembered. But sometime he or she hurts you. That's so confusing consider your lover can't control emotional well, bad tempered, and things like that. Until you feel so bored, fall in perfect blue.
This is like my heart's vent that unspoken but written. I want someone read and understand, not only know. I can't shout loudly. Everybody's tired to hear my unimportant story. At least, I want someone read. Just read. Thank you for disturbing your time :)
